TOUCH~

kor !! thx so much .. i proud to have kor like u !!! thx kor ^^

stress again !!

i wondering .. why u will never listen to me .. and undstnd me ? even i do wat u aso nid to disturb. dont u knw that i was holding a important job for others ppl. wad u knw from me ? yes im jz a such simple student .. but u aso no nid to do till like lock me wad ? idiot ..

For me .. i took my band as my another "brother" .. mebers all are my family .. i enjoy in that .. i happy during that moment .. so i took band very important .. yes .. u may ask why i nid to do so many things? others band wont b like these ...

The answer is .. our band is an independent band .. in school .. school admin wont helps us at all .. we find the money .. solve all the problem by ouselve .. not teacher .. not principal ! is us .. but u never listen bout it and FINALLY .. we become an enermy between us although it is very tiny enermy ..

u will never undstnd me and i will never let u understand .. these is me ..

Finally

it been solve =) thx for my friend who support me ^^ kor !! jie !! thx ^^ !! & jing si .. meng sheng , meng chung .. thx thx thx !!! today will be a wonderfull and meaningfull day ^^ Happy birthday o al-vin !! haha ..

TERKEJUT !!!! I SAW A VERY SCARY SCENE !!!!

Today i saw something which i shouldn't saw !! >< !! An indian used a gun shoot an indian !! and the indian die font of me !!!

x.x luckily nothing now !! but as i know got three ppl send to hospital == 1 ppl is the indian who been shooted .. then 2 ppl is gals who faint while watched then scene lolx ==

haiz .. y they all like that wan .. wan to make me like previous attitude .. suan le .. i prove them !!!! hmphm !!!!

a New start ..

"i hate it .. i going to get crazy .. everyday also need to suffer like these ? i really cant afford it anymore .. .. i almost wan to go from you .. i cant AFFORD YOU ANYMORE !!! you are damn shit ... u are not suit to me .. stop ur shit movement now !!"

these sentences always arround my mind .. for me .. here is no longer my heaven .. is hell .. damn !! never feel happi at here ... how im going to afford it ?

-cheng yuen-

long time never write blog dy ....
now feed back .. feel that coldz ....

today quiet happy . enjoy in band and meng sheng & meng chung house with edward too ^^ haha..

dont know why ... start to feel everything comes toward me .. espeacialy at house .. its damn shit... everyday at house jz to moody ... no mood to do everything ..

hope it is not longer .. just a period ..

-cheng yuen-